Next …Trance 2 - My experience

White light emanating love,

Jero,

dancing innocent, old soul eyes.

We talked, I was nervous.

He said through our translator, this might work it might not.

He will bring in spirit and goodness, and it was up to me how it works.

I had to kneel beside his temple to pray. I felt heavy hot and giddy. I just thought trust and surrender. He stood behind me humming his mantra.

My left and right area of my body felt very defined, then I felt like I couldn’t feel my body, and I started to fall to the left. This sensation was uncomfortable and heavy. I started to leave my body and drift off into the place of nothingness, wanting to go there, falling to the ground. Content to be there, nothing.

Jero grabbed me and started touching me, especially my neck, and pinching my back.

“Robyn you must gain control” he said. I opened my eyes and breathed deeply.

Look ahead, yes it’s me, yes I am here, the thought grounded me.

My eyes closed again, back to that place, drifting. The pinching and strong words continued. Holy water was sprinkled on my head. My eyes opened, I placed my palms on the ground. Breathed in deeply, connecting to the earth. I stood up slowly.

Still spaced out, I walked into Jero’s room and sat down. He wanted to check my body. As he touched me and massaged different areas of my body, I felt my full self return. Wise soft knowing hands massaging my head, back and legs, lastly poking my belly button! He said there was nothing wrong with my body, and it was not black magic.

Totally back in my body by then, we talked for a while about what had happened. He said that I went into trance, part of me wanted to go back to the place of sublime, but reality it must be.

Sweet black coffee, and Balinese snacks were served. We talked about the god, and goddesses and then it was time to leave.

Deep gratitude for this unique spiritual experience.

This is Bali. All is different, it is how it is.